i hate sleeping

yes,you didn't read it wrongly. i hate sleeping! i'm a person who is well-known with sleeping.i can sleep the whole day.i can sleep up to 16 hours. but these days, since last week, i couldn't sleep well, at all. don't ask me for reason,i don't know why.

i tried not to think before sleeping but everything just came into my mind. mixture of everything until i don't know what's in my mind :( i found hard time when sleeping. nowadays, i slept at 3 or 4am. eventhough i'm fatigue, but i just can't sleep after i switch off computer and everything.

sleeping is a nightmare for me, i'll choose not to sleep if there's a choice for me. but my time are messed up,i woke up in the afternoon everyday so don't ask me how's the morning sun looks like, how's the birds sing. in the coming day, i do hope there's good night sleep for me. i slept and there were always bad dream.

i'm afraid of sleeping now :(

i want to sleep well...

Love,Sarah♥

"alone is okay"

something bad is gonna happen? i don't know

leave me alone and i'll be alright :)
everything will be back to the origin :)
someone is whispering in my ears.

i am the only one who can help myself, no one else.
i must prove to myself and you.

it's okay to leave me alone. :)

awesome! people keep changing every seconds.

you wouldn't know what will happen next.
they are just so extreme.


so sorry once again :(
i really don't want to be the one who is blocking on your way.

anyway,i can do this when i'm alone! :)

Love,Sarah♥

reflection of 2011

call me weirdo...

Few days ago, i was reflecting what i've done the entire year. is that meaningful? is that satisfied? what have i learnt? all of these questions came in my mind.

firstly, i thought about my 2011 is quite dull,nothing much special. but oh ya, i thought about it carefully, from january til now,december. day by day,month by month. it actually changed me a lot! let me tell you, until now, 2011 is the most meaningful and i grew rapidly this year. of course, you would think 18 is a turning age of life. indeed! but for me,is more than that!

so here,i would like to tell you what i've done throughout this year and it will be summarize period by period ya.

January-March 
i did nothing much. since it's the period which i have to wait for my SPM result, my dad brought me to British Council to let me improve my english. surprisingly, i met lots of people,they are fantastic, everyone were just so friendly,you must admit that! i've open-eyed during this time because different nationality,different ages,different races were studying in the same class.we actually have no any boundaries during conversation. this is just so awesome for me :) i've learnt a lot in one month time. obviously, my english slightly improved,based on what my relative said to me. :)
you guys can just look out the pictures.
album: CLICK HERE ♥

April-July
Oh ya, this is when i start my university life. initially,i was just alone in the double-decker room, class, cafe and everywhere for the first few days,there's no any internet access,i still remember. i have no friends but gladly, met some funny and interesting peeps in the uni. since there's just april intake,so we conquered the whole uni. my class was just so great! everyone was so unity, did everything together. in the middle of semester, something sad happened, i choose not to remember it. the friendship did not last long, the class did not look appealing, the smile no longer put on people's cute face. but anyway, maybe this is the best way for us because we can know one's identity easily.

throughout the whole semester,i have my perfect roommate, i have my awesome hostel gang. we had dinner together. i still remember, 6 of us, we never failed to keep the appointed that chat in Peter's room until late night even we chat till 4am and crave for McD breakfast. all i remember :) but as you know, good thing never last long.

anyway,i have to acknowledge that i met lots of awesome people in uni in this period.HOOORAAYY for that! :) and yet,some of them are complicated.

not to forget to tell you that, i chose not to go Paris during June because of my test. how great i am! :) but i cried that time because i miss my family and i cannot go.thank you someone for comforting me and ask me not be an emomo girl :) *cheers!

after the semester 0, we are given 3-4 months semester break!
album: CLICK HERE ♥

July-August
my meaningful life changing experience!! Before the semester ends, there's a guy,Jing Shen,Local Committee President came into my class and promoted the AIESEC and ask us go to exchange. i took this opportunity and i was in a daze when my dad said "you can go". omggg!!! this internship is around 6-8 weeks and i went alone. i tell you, it was extremely adventurous. i've never been that adventurous before in my life because i always go travel with my family,not ALONE! before the day i go, i felt like giving up since i've heard a lot of negative news of Philippines-rapped,fight,steal. all of them sounds so dangerous,scary and creepy.

but, the journey of Philippines changed me internally and externally. i got to stand on one's side and think how they think, feel how they feel. appreciate more and you'll feel great. the kids there appreciate every single thing although you just gave them story telling or a sweet as a reward. i love kids since that. before that,i used to refuse to interact with kids because they are annoying and they couldn't understand you.

when i was there, i have a mentor who keep telling me use your love and teach them and they can feel it, care them like your sister and brother. ahhh...this was the best ever! :) thank you mentor who chat with me from night till the sun rises. HAHAHA!! i will never forget that moment. thank you :)

Not to mention,i met a lot of people from different countries, background and our mother tongue is not english but we could communicate well. we love each other. honestly speaking,i will not forget each of the single moment. people,i remember everything,inside the house,outside the house, at day, at night, everywhere and everytime. even the fast food restaurant or some random shops. you should go to exchange and feel yourself.

What people said about Philippines? NAAAAHHHH, it's not at all! Filipinos are soooo friendly, they always say Hi to you,greet you and more! :) even better than Malaysia. *opppssss :P i would go to Philippines again, for travelling,perhaps next year :)

actually,i never thought that Philippines can be that AWESOME!
album: CLICK HERE ♥     *there's 4 albums for philippines,feel free to visit ya.

September-December
it was my birthday month! :) thank you my family and friends who organized for me and who attended this party. glad to see you guys were here after few months. 18 is a blessed birthday to me.thank you! :)
album: BIRTHDAY ALBUM ♥

when semester 1 starts, i'm getting serious. tried not to be like a kid like semester 0, fool around and don't really study hard.i prefer to be a person who study hard and strive for excellent.  =) i did lots of crazy thing during this semester too, only you and me know.hehe :) the latest time i stayed up was 5am because of doing IT assignment. it was so astonish,ain't it?

by the way, one of the weekend, i went to a summit which called youth defined:shape our future. there,i met crazy people,seriously. some of them are entrepreneur for few years,some of them even have good income, a tremendous amount weih.no joke! during the time in the summit, i knew that actually i,every youth can contribute to the country although it just a small one. you can actually make a big change! believe it :) i've learnt a lot, like how to think critically, think out of the box, act before you think! why we must take it so serious? because our proposal is straight pass it to our PM. so,don't play play. haha... :P

i felt so great and appreciate that it was a great experience for me and as 18 years old youth,i got to attend this summit and meet bunch of experience people! :)

*thank you Peter for recommending me.

album: CLICK HERE ♥

a short and precise for christmas, went out to midvalley for christmas dinner with Adam,Peter,Johnny and Sachen on christmas eve. it was simple but great ehh that go out with guys. there's always difference go out with girls and guys.haha.... it's okay,let the pictures tell you how interesting the outing was!

album: CLICK HERE ♥

oh yea,i've made a prezi for this outing too. this is my first attempt,just a simple one :)

prezi: CLICK ME =)

~THE END OF REFLECTION~

so yea, don't you feel it's meaningful? hehe :) i would start to think what i should achieve in 2012. UK is the most crucial aim for me,i hope everything will be fine especially my result.

good luck everyone for the final! :)

that's all guys,it's long enough for you and me.haha...
good night and sweet dream! :)

*i'll be missing you here 

Love,Sarah ♥

still alive

sorry guys that i have no time to update this blog although now is study break. okay,name is break but not at all because it comes with S.T.U.D.Y. it reminds you have to study,that's all.

i add on this entry just to tell you that i still alive,not dead yet.haha. and i don't want my blog to be that dead.

take care peeps! i have lots to tell you actually. i have lots happening to share with you such as the summit that i went to,the moment to be a santa and the day i went to karaoke with my neighbours :)

Love,Sarah♥

you wake me up

throughout these few weeks, i've learnt a lot and have been storing some info to my brain, it's time to set my mindset, my emotion. time to grow to be mature, to be a person who can think critically and make good decision.

Actually i want to confess through this entry.express my utmost gratitude.LOL! a person who keep asking me to grow, he wants me to grow into more independent person, always throw some questions to me which i've never thought before.Honestly speaking, i've been living for 18 years, he's the first person who talk that to me, what's my future,why i must grow,never underestimate myself,dare to dream because it makes us alive and more. he had made some impact on me. nowadays,i started to have target everyday,what i must accomplish today, what am i going to do next,even the next second. i've never done that before in my entire life. he thought me how to think wisely, how to act in a way. he pushed me hardly during exam,i knew i'm the kind of person who need people to push to study.seriously,thank you Peter! you're so great to me :') if i didn't get a excellent result, i'll never regret because i knew i've put lots of effort like nobody's business compared last time.

i cried few times because of myself. now,i believe in dream, i knew if i believing in what i do, it would never failed. DON'T AFRAID TO DREAM. this is what Peter told me. i wanna share with you, dream can be as great as you want, but have to work on it. it's okay if your dream just a tiny one or invisible one but please believe that you'll make a big impact on one such as your dream is want everyone in this world to be happy. what you can do is just smile at everyone you see, no matter they are stranger or friends, you'll make their day! :) you'll never know someone would live better because of you.

Thank you once again Peter!! :)) i promise i'll do what i've promised you. will not let you disappointed. lets us work out peeps!! :) YOUTH ARE POWERFUL! don't believe? just watch out! :P

i'm proud to be an AIESECer, gonna lead the world! :)

Love,Sarah ♥

never end

it's been usual that i don't update my blog frequently. sorry guys,really have been busy with assignments and exams which 4 weeks continuously, this was just take my life off! my life is messed up now,have no proper eating time,did not shower in proper time, did not have proper sleeping time.

i felt so sad that i didn't spend time with my family, i'm always the one who volunteer to stay at home alone and not going out with them,not joining my family bonding time. seriously,i felt sorrowful because i've already spent most of my time on campus and i didn't be a responsible kid after i got home :( sorry family. but seriously,works and time don't allow me to do something i want to do.

these few weeks, i'm having serious problem is lack of sleep and i couldn't pay full attention in the class. i'll be sleeping during half of the class. my eyelid just close automatically, i've tried to wake myself up, motivate myself. but failed :( it's just not good at all. it happened almost all the class and everyday! i kept struggling with my mental. yes,you told me that my mental should be stronger than my physical.

today, finally,i can take my time and chill but not to the fullest. i can spend more time with my family, with TV, with my piano, with my bloggie,with everything! there's still some assignments have to accomplish but not hectic as last few weeks.

something sad happened today, i drove back this morning since i had a meeting yesterday till 8.30pm and i was so fatigue throughout the whole day, never have a lunch break due to meeting also. so my day is from 9am til 8.30pm. okay, i reached home at 10am and my piano class was in the afternoon so i just said "mommy" which i used to call my mom once i step into the house. then i go straight to my bedroom and sleep because there was still have some time for piano class. i went to piano class for an hour then i got back home, my mom wasn't at home because she went to donate blood. so i didn't meet her, i just took away Mc Donald lunch to my brother and myself. i slept again after my lunch and some TV, from 3pm to 6pm. when i planned to open my eyes, i accidentally heard a phone conversation between my mom and grandma. "yeah,she just came back this morning and i didn't get to talk to her until now because she keep sleeping when she got back home, poor children, yea, my friends told me that their kids who's studying university has such life too."

my heartbeat was beating fast because of the guiltiness or what? i just so not sure. but what i know is my mom wants to talk to me, we've not met each other for 5 days. i understand how a mother feel when cannot talk to the only daughter since son couldn't talk that well and that close.LOL!!

try to understand your family and always be grateful because they're your supporter,as always. never end!in fact, your body and their body are flowing the same blood, it never end until you die

just a random one, was walking to my class *my eyes is sooo small.

spent time in library when having break between classes,this is how my life's going on now.

alright,that's all this post. might update another one tomorrow since my time allow me to do so :)
by the way, sorry guys for waiting my post for quite a long time.

Love.Sarah♥

interesting personal test

Hello there!saw my friend's personal test result through her blog.it looks interesting so i just give a try on it! tadaaaaa...here's the result. some are accurate.some are not. so sad to see the education. "end up with unusual job" :( whatever,this is just a reference, so yea,i can change it man! :) i'm the writer of my life! :)


Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.




here's the link,you guys can give a try! :P

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Love,Sarah♥

where is the faith

i'm here again my blog readers, because i'm not in the mood today. yes,i'm stress out, i lose faith, i'm powerless right now. i told someone that "don't keep thinking of S.T.R.E.S.S. because it won't bring you far, always think how to finish everything in the time given". it's always easy to tell and think but not in action.

i tried to do maths question for 3 days but fail, nothing is correct. yes,nothing! a useless person i am,indeed. today,i've tried some maths question, studied some accounting but i felt like i've done nothing throughout the whole day. it has so much to go, i have so much to learn within a short period *S.O.S.

posted status, people care,they comment, i cried. i cried partly because of the pressure that pushing me hardly, mostly because i saw people cared me a lot!! thanks for motivating and comforting people! love you guys lotsss!!! always appreciate that there's people actually care me alot and bring me up. so nice to have all of you,especially you. thank you Peter!! :))

caring people are here! there's few more.* sorry couldn't print screen everything

i promise myself, when the sun rises, i'll be stronger. :) as you said, the world is soooo amazing and why you want to give up the chance to see the world? ain't? :)
thank you once again!
i still hate being an emotional person. thought yesterday was a great day for me but today is just not good for me.

*sorry that my blog doesn't seems appealing nowadays :(

Love,Sarah♥

100 years once

hey peeps,blog reader,stalker,you,me,he,she,it,
so sorry again for not updating my blog. have been busying like crazy. i'm having exam every week, 2 papers done, 3 more to go! first,i want to say happy 11.11.11 world!!! blessed that am alive on this amazing date! :) feel regret because i couldn't join my AIESEC family in uni that they did something crazy, like recording "ONE DAY ON EARTH" video, flash mob, dancing infront of crowd. i wanna join them!! i couldn't join them because i have piano lesson at 12pm. so,this could be listed to my "regret list in my life"/ by the way,i celebrated 11.11 am in my car.LOL!! i was on the way back from McDonald's drive thru for breakfast.haha... it was hilarious, don't you feel it too? i acknowledge i'm a dangerous driver because i can self-taking picture whilst driving. lol. no police,pleaseeeee :P

it's 11.11 am peeeooople!

this was taken on 11.11.11, at 11.11am, in myvi! :D

i felt great because i gave my mom a hug on this date! i was thinking what crazy stuffs i can do on this crazy date? i can spam some of my friend's wall.that's all.haha...what a lame activity was that?

besides that, i'll keep your promise and we work out on it.kay? :) so nice of you, a protective person you are!♥you're in my mind,as always. you knew how much you could influence me never know you can touch my heart easily. touch it as hold it carefully either squeeze and break it. yes, nobody knows what the future would be, at least we tried before, we worked out before. never let ourselves regret.


*thanks once again for wishing me on time, 11.11.11, 12am :)

Love,Sarah♥

be strong,not easy

HAAAALOOOO.
can anyone sponsor me a vacuum cleaner? in order to let me clean all the dust off. :)

sorry for being not update my blog for 2 weeks. There was so many happening within these 2 weeks and i encountered so many stuffs.okay,let me briefly tell you what was going on last week. I attended RLDS (Regional Leadership Development Seminar) for 3 days 2 nights, we stayed in broga throughout the whole seminar. it was just so amazing to join this seminar. This seminar thought me alot such as how to lead people, how to communicate with people, know more about you yourself and so on.

surprisingly, i was chosen to be the leader of group six. i've never thought that before because i always have doubt with my leadership skills. believe me, now, i've learnt more than i expected. To lead a group of 18 people, is not easy. you have to looking after all of them, don't forget about them. i don't know 80% of my group because this RLDS was combined with 8 Local Committees (Taylor's, UM, UPM, UKM and more *i've forgotten) it was so cool that you can see the growth of everyone. from the first day of shyness, the second day of craziness til the last day of unity. lastly, my sexy six group won number 1 among 12 groups man,including seniors group,so proud of them :)

honestly speaking,i didn't sleep well the whole seminar because UNMC had our own bonding :) it was so fun to play with them in the midnight,something called dolly, "number dialing".OMG! that was sooo crazy,hahaha....yet unforgettable! so,the result was, i slept almost 3.30am the first night and 2am. but the problem was we have to wake up at 7.30am.arghhh... *HELP!

i was so blessed to be given the chance to join this seminar,thanks AIESEC! :) i love AIESEC more now♥ i love my aiesec family ♥♥
and you know what?proudly to say that i've achieved all my target/expectation to myself that we wrote it down on the first day. that was, talk infront of 50 to 100 people. but i've managed to share infront of everyone,around 180 people :)
let me show you some of the pictures ya.

group picture of the first day

on stage!

my lovelies, Aishah mom,Esther mom and me :)

breathtaking broga! this was the place where we stay :)

Sarah,Beverly and JoEy :)

group pictures with notts! :)

each LC is having their own future expectation

my SEXY 6,love them sooo much ♥

combination of Taylor's and UNMC, Ben-jie, Grace, me and Peter :)

i am zombie and i need to sleep! :P *taken by Esther Koon 

for more pictures, click here AIESEC RLDS 2011
that's all for my awesome and knowledgeable weekend peeps! :)

an independent person,it's not easy to be. strong person has vulnerable time,you wouldn't know. it's so tiring to be strong. sometimes,i will ask myself, what's the point to be so strong? what i found for the answer is just to live longer without get hurt. that's all i can say

independent, you're just a physically independent but not mentally because in-dependent, you inner part still need someone to rely on :) *my own creation.LOL!!


*thanks for making me stronger yet more rely on you :)

Love,Sarah♥

listen to your heart

the life is hard,it's hard to get a true friendship.
i started to miss my high school friends.a bunch of awesomeness!
no one can replace them.

nowadays,can't really get a truly sincere person.
there's too many surface and not touching the core.the problem is with me?or what?
i'm a person who can't really live without friend,

is all the guy can just betray a girl easily?
can talk to different people with the same tone,same stuffs, sweet talk. not to a selected and special person,is certain people.not to an individual,is to a group.how could it be happen?any answer for this?

the glass is cracking,what can you hear?
the star stop shining,what can you see?
the happiness is cheerlessness by devil,what can you feel?
the sun is playing hide and seek,what can you see?
the cupcake is not sweet,what can you taste?
the paper is folded,what can you see?
the drop of liquid stay on the surface of the skin,what is flow on your cheek?

not the eligible one to feel that but it comes to you easily.
vinegar doesn't taste nice if it's pure.
people don't drink or eat like that because people knows exceed of amount will get the body hurt.

one person can change another's life easily.
once you step in,you're not allowed to go out unless you died.

Love,Sarah♥

your voice is to be listened

hello there! *waving hand with a pair of tiny eyes.
first and foremost,i've changed my header. how you guys think? how's the word font and colour? feel free to give some comment about it or the entire blog ya.thanks so much! :) will be thankful for the sincere suggestions.

oh guys,i just got back from AIESEC meeting this afternoon in university.i've learnt some throughout the whole meeting although it was just a local committee meeting,i got to know most of the AIESECers now,get to know what's my vision in AIESEC, the motivation which can bring me further and so on. the meeting lasted for 5 hours. it was cool and met Malaysia AIESEC president,i'm actually give him full respect because i was impressed by his presentation, the leadership skill which you can see it directly but you wouldn't know that he's just a youth and he can speak that well, speak with confident and quite convincing. he's gonna be my target, i don't aim to be the president of Malaysia,just to be better me! :)

Am having dilemma right now for choosing what department to be part of. i believe that once i got into AIESEC,i'll learn a lot no matter in which area, my functional skills and more. but i prefer external relations and outgoing exchange. however,all of the departments are so great actually! :)

after i join AIESEC,i should be good in time management,nah,this is the time where i have to train up myself and put lots of commitment in my academic and some activities like AIESEC! should know how to arrange time and cut down those unessential stuffs. hope i can cope with all of them!

so yes,this week wasn't a good week for me because it's so fatigue and hectic! assignments were distributed by lecturer and it's like waterfall, non stop researching,non stop discussion,non stop....everything just can't pause by using a remote control. it's just pass so fast!

there was lots of happening this week in university,AIESEC interview,spotlight, film watching,seminars and talks. there was too many events were organized but i couldn't join because the time clashed! so i had to sacrifice few of them :(

by the way,not to mention that the spotlight was simply great! UNMC has actually many talented people,they volunteer to be the performers,some of them sang and play instrument,some of them played only instrument,most of them sang only! it was cool,right? why i love this kind of event is because this is the best opportunity to let yourself perform in front many people.nobody will laugh at you and they're not eligible to do so because you're the awesome one once you step on stage. for me,big big applause must give no matter the performance is good or bad,at least they're brave enough to perform in the public! :) good job notts! proud of the performers!

further more,there will be halloween party on this coming thrusday,i wish to go actually and i'm looking for costume. i knew it's kind of clubbing but i just want to go and not drink or dance there.LOL!! however,RLDS  falls on friday which we have to stay in Broga for 3 days 2 nights.it's all about AIESEC,AIESEC and AIESEC!! :)) gonna meet more awesome people! and i can't wait to meet back my friend who i knew her during my internship in Philippines!

gonna start to work hard for the coming weeks. work harder and harder,hope to be persistent! this is the one that i need mostly! i believe i can do it,must believe it!

i'll motivate you and give you power if you don't have :)

*motivation needed for me and you and everyone

Love,Sarah♥

what is future?

i'm not sitting in a lamborghini but the time is just like shooting stars! it passed in front of you like you blink your eyes.a bullet which shoot out from the gun,it will not be get back. tomorrow will be the 4th week and 6th weeks will be our test 1.it's just so scary! have to really fulfill my time with books tomorrow onwards.books,books and books. i don't mind to go insane because of you,because of the future,because of the hopes.

now,as a university student,should thought about future plan. indeed,everyone should have one no matter it sounds possible or impossible,big or small,incredible or ridiculous. "what's your future plan?" when i was asked by this question,i will give you a vague facial expression. in fact,a person who has no dream or future plan is the most scariest thing ever! “You will not do incredible things without an incredible dream.” – John Eliot

actually,i used to have a dream when i was in high school,that was performing in the international stage no matter ballet dancing or play piano.but now,after my dad ask me not to go for it,i just went off my mind. i don't think about that anymore till now, i don't have any future plan yet. there's a lot of thing i have to learn in my life, i have to write my own story line,be the best writer of my life,edit the script of my daily routine,control my life and not to be controlled.

*there's so many thoughts in my mind and i can just hide it and not to put hand on it.

Love,Sarah♥

special effect affects the product

aloha! i'm here to add up one entry for my blog. i'm just gonna update once a week or even two weeks once due to my studies.3rd week has passed,the busy one is coming! teacher has contributed us the presentation and assignment topic so means we gonna starts to work on it.omg! there's so many groups for assignment this semester because almost all the modules need grouping for assignment. it's good to mix friend,to work with different people;it's bad to be so busy,work with people who you don't really know well. anyway,it's the time to let yourself grow, expand yourself and think out of the box. this is the stuff i have to learn the most. yes,Esther did say about me that i always think inwards and lock myself in the limited place and i acknowledged that!

for the sake of environment of growing,my parents used to be teach us what to do and not to do.we'll be limited by something and ask not to step to the danger side. i'm a person who is actually think very straight,what people usually describe the people like me is D.E.A.T.H. not really creative, 1 is 1,i'm quite hard to make it into 2. so from now on,have to read more,speak more,interact more with different people from different background and since nottingham is the place which is full with different people who has different skin colours,comes from different places and having different religion.

it is great to tell you that i started to talk to most of my classmates :) at least the conversation starts from a "hi" yes,it's not hard to say hi if you willing to :) don't always expect people come to you first.you should be the one who starts first.this should be how human react!

alright,two weeks ago.i accidentally saw Esther's pictures which has been edited by using a webside and it's totally easy-using. you just upload your pictures from your computer and choose the effect and save it into your computer or lappie,that's all!it's easy,right? thanks for recommend me Esther :) you guys can give a try on it :) PIXLR

so here's the product which i've tried out with some of my pictures! :) most of them are nice but i love lomo the most!♥

 some stupid faces.LOL!! this pictures was taken in broga hill :)

there's actually an aeroplane passed through 

the tone of colour is great!

 i love this effect too :)

the colour looked like old fashion,90s :)

i love the feel after adding some effect,that's why i put this as my facebook's profile picture♥

aren't they look simple and great?for me,i don't like those exaggeration one.just some simple is more than enough :) haha...*you see,i told you i'm a person who's stays in the box.

and this is what my title is trying to say. "special effect affects the product"
when i think about it,it can also apply on human being,as simple i can say,girl uses make up to decorate herself and the magic of make up can make a girl turn from a not good looking one into a gorgeous princess-look or even the prettiest woman in the world! *it's quite hyperbole,haha!

nevertheless,the first thing people see you is the most important thing. you must have a good attitude and be polite because the first impression which people will remember forever! the way you stand,speak,any of your action is actually is selling yourself! so these are the special effects which you have put on. :)

a small special effect or decoration can make big difference and huge changes to the products or even us,the live product!

*don't afraid to do changes although it will fail you because you should be afraid if you don't do any changes by sitting there and do nothing. =)

Love,Sarah♥

the hill full with mist

HEEEELLOOO everyone!
sorry for the late update because i'm busy with studies and is third week of semester 1.it's sooo fast! time,could you please slow down?i'm so not on your timing now.

well,i wanna update this post with my broga hill trip:)
i went to broga hill on sunday and it was not totally awesome but great!
woke up very early in the morning,3.45am and my uncle fetched me from my house at 4.15am
we reached there quite late,around 5.45am that we actually expect to reach there at 5am because of waiting friends.honestly,it was so adventurous because it's so dark that you cannot see anything if there's no torch light with you. don't worry people,there's actually a path to go so that you won't get lost in the forest.

in the beginning,i felt tired easily and since my lungs weren't strong so i need lots of oxygen.haha...exhausted! but till half way of the hill,it getting more easier and i wasn't that fatigue.it's a good sign :) we used 1 hour to reach the peak *i didn't count actually. LOL!! there was full with people in the dark.

okay,it's the time to let pictures do the talking.

people at the 2nd checkpont

jeff,wei lun and hong ping

the sky is getting brighter

sarah and johnny! *sorry that it's blur

the scenery at 6.51am :)

so ya,as you know,i won't leave my camera with few pictures.haha....yet,we took lots of crazy pictures,just whatever.haha...

when sun rises,you can see the mist that is below you and getting higher and higher,then you're surrounded by the fog,it's so cooling! :) it just look like you're standing on top of the cloud.

i saw that one my friend did this post when she was in broga so i wanted to have a try on it.i was shaking that time actually,both of my legs were shaking so hard! once you're not balance,you will fall and you will D.I.E. i've tried to lift my leg for so many times.and finally success! *phewww if not you guys gonna meet me in Nirvana (a famous grave yard in semenyih)

with my uncle :) i brought some biscuits and chocolate there,just in case if i'm hungry there. was having dutch lady milk,awesomeeee!! =P

the last but one,thank you Johnny for capturing most of the pictures!so here i come,i posed some alphabet which you can guess it easily.

yes,it's I LOVE YOU!! :) hehehe.
last but not least,thanks to my friend who accompanied me to broga hill and finally,i can announce something proudly,I STAY IN SEMENYIH!!

for more pictures about broga hill,you can click here.
BROGA HILL ALBUM

i recommend that you guys should give a visit there,it's near university of nottingham and it takes approximately an hour and 15 minutes from rawang.it's easy to get there by using highway.

i'll plan for the next time and go with my coursemates! excited.hehe :)

by the way,i reached home at 10.30am and i slept from 11.30am till 4.30pm.HAHA!!

Love,Sarah♥

J&P's birthday celebration

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JADE and PETER!!!
we celebrated jade's birthday and peter's advanced birthday on 5th of October..
i drove to tesco with johnny and bought a cake from King's before the AIESEC night starts.after the AIESEC night ended,i cheated both of them,jade and peter that i told jade that we're going to celebrate peter's birthday later and same goes to peter.hahaha.we gathered all of them in johnny's room and celebrated there they said that it was quite surprise to them because they just thought that we're just going to celebrate for either one.haha...

cool one! :))
so that's all for this post.will upload the pictures soon!:)

can't wait to climb broga tomorrow morning!i have to wake up at 3.45am tomorrow :(
good night peeps!! :)

Love,Sarah♥

rock the AIESEC night

Hello peeps! I'm at home now because there's no any classes on friday :) cheers!!
it's a second week of the semester 1 and it was a quite hectic week for me.

HEY AIESEC! and you should say WHATSSUP! =P
alright,there was a AIESEC night on the last day of CS fair (club and societies fair) and it happened on wednesday and this was the first time which UNMC organised. Last saturday, we were trained to promote AIESEC to people, the way you speak, the way you stand, the way you express. You have to speak short and sweet, not too long and not too short :) this is one of the techniques that people don't feel annoyed!

And you know what? There was 700 people filled in the AIESEC form and 300++ people attended that night. It's sooo awesome,right?we didn't expect that actually.On that night,esther,victor and i were selected to present our internship in Philippines.i was so freaking nervous.OMGG!!

come,let the pictures do the talking.

we were rehearsal for our dance before everyone comes in

hey peeps,this is the crowd!!

we enjoyed dancing :)

our president,Jing Shen

i was presenting my part :)

my mom esther!!! awesome presentation you did!

victor's turn

thank God that everything went well but not for me. I was not confidence. I didn't talk with my confidence. I failed in this part that night, this is always one of my regrets! This was not a good presentation to me,i meant my part.
                
so that's all for my hectic week! good job everyone!! and thanks for attending peeps! :)

Love,Sarah♥

goodbye lifeless

 was trying to be retarded girl.LOL!! 

Well, I'm here to report to you what I've done this entire week. My first week of semester 1 has ended and its good, not excellent because I didn't get to know all of my coursemates :( Currently, I tend to be a person who doesn't speak much. This is so not me! Whatever is it, I'll try my best to talk to as many people as I can :) HELLO HECTIC LIFE!

I acknowledge that I've been putting pressure on myself since the first day of class. I think it's a good sign though and I wanted to go UK so badly. Yes, I study everyday, I mean I do revision after class. I tried to understand all of them but I'm afraid that I would forget most of the knowledge the next few weeks because there's more to come, to study. So I have to make the stuffs that i studied stick to my mind until exam ends. It was a sleepless week for me although there's no any exam.LOL!!

chips is always my friend during revision time :) *grow horizontal easily when doing revision.

I'm looking forward for the CS fair which is club and societies fair. YAYY!!! I can choose what club and societies that I want to join. Currently, I have one already, that is AIESEC! :) AIESEC is the best platform for your to build your self-development and also share yourself with the world! I wanted to join cheerleading or dance club, squash or badminton but I'm not sure yet,have to check the timetable because AIESEC's tasks would be very hectic. It is time for me to learn how to manage my time! ya, I know right? *wink

I found my passion on studies on the first week, so I hope I will be a persistent person. thanks to my awesome one keep motivating me and I will be strong,don't worry :) i deal with loneliness since we're in different group now :( but I know I can do it! independent road,here I come!

I just saw this photo who shared by my friends in few minutes ago .you know what? I was thinking about actually there's someone did that to me :') not only once,is few times.appreciate for the comfort and the hug!! :) you knew I'm not alright,you gave a warm hug.no doubt, I feel so warm and I knew that people do really concern and care about me :) well, I'm blessed!

I'll always wait for you,don't worry. you'll be the perfect once in my life.nah,study now.kay?hehehe....don't think too much! =P seriously, your existence is a great and amazing in my life. I've never thought about that I can know you in my life and you influenced me in a the good way.
THANK YOUUUU!! ♥

*no doubt,i think about you all the time :)

Love,Sarah ♥