"If you think you're ugly you're wrong. You're pretty inside out. If you worry about exams, people around you will love and support you. Sarah, god knows your reason here on earth. Definitely, you will be a light to people in the darkness and salt to people can't taste. You will change so much until you realise you can so it."

Love,Sarah♥

The story of roller coaster

Me: I feel so down and disappointed of myself.
Him: Look at me, just look at me.
Me: *look and turn away*
Him: Do you know how roller coaster works? Show me.
Me: *My hand shows up and down in wavy way*
Him: The roller coaster goes up and what will happen next?
Me: *hand downwards*
Him: And then?
Me: Go up.
Him: Life is like that and which part of the roller coaster is the most exciting?
Me: *silent*
Him: Is it go down? Life is always like that, when something ended badly, there will be up hill.
Me: But this is a life regret.
Him: Why are you still staying in downwards? It is time to go up and don't worry, I will join you in the roller coaster and we will shout together. *fake scream*
Me: Smile with tears

This is how he pick me up all the time. This is one of the way, there are many more. This is how much I appreciate him.

Thank you.

Love,Sarah♥

Fall and stand back up

It's 1.21AM right now and in the midst of doing assignment, I decided to take a break and blog. Recharge between works is essential.

Things don't go smoothly all the while and negativity hits me consistently which makes me look and feel weak than ever before. I blame myself for every mistakes made and I always look back what I have done wrongly which shows the fault significantly. I have forgotten how to celebrate those little achievement in my life or often, I label myself as "no life" even during weekend.

Thank you so much for making me realize that I have actually done something during weekend even though it was just a simple lunch with my friend.

The word "quitting" strikes me time to time, the mind doubts, the heart stop being passionate. Nothing good just surrounding me.

Another funny stuffs would be, at the same time, some heart warming stuffs will be followed after the bad one which I always feel my life is fooling me in a way, I can't get everything I want but something came infront of me when I least expect.

I would like to thank him the most of being extremely patient of my bad side recently and I believe this is the angel God sent to me. Make me smile all the time which I am always bad at it and whisper things I love to listen.

I always thankful for having the right circle of friends which bring the right energy to me all the time. Thank you.

Beautiful things happening. :)

I shall look far and no turning back, look beyond and know what is the priority.

It's last month of the year, I shall make some impact and utilize these 31 days!

People, wake up and pumped up for the awesome month! :)

Love,Sarah♥