First post of the year

I love my bang,cool right? LOL

Hello Thereeeee! I got too many complaints while not blogging for the erm, past 6 months! I feel really glad having bunch of people who are indirectly care about me, knowing that I didn't blog for long time, asking me what happen to me recently and so on.

Thank you people who let me know that there are people who is caring about me. :) You know who you are. And so here am I. Lets just give you a little bit of update for 2012. Last half year was quite well and was hectic I would say because events, seminars, assignments, presentations in a shot. Well, I will not complain about this but appreciate instead because these every single small stuff is actually make me to realize myself, which way am I heading to. They taught me how to mange my own time too so what do you think? Everyone has their own style to handle them, I believe.

2012 was a totally ups and downs for me but I know I grew in the year,at least a bit, I really appreciate who I met in the year and also people who gone through with me the year. God is planning for you, it's your choice to take up the challenge/question or not. I really thank God for letting me to meet all amazing people who keep me going on. Every single day, person is molding me into the person who I want to be and the person that other wish to see. I do hope I am heading to the right path. I found out what I have to do in the future during the end of 2012, I am really clear about that.

OH WAIT, something is stopping me by. Right now, laying on my bed in my own room. Fear has been attacking me whenever I think about big dreams, it let me pull back myself from thinking,planning or whatsoever. In 2013, I guess I should learn how to defend from fear. This thought is with me all the time, "The elder you grow, the fear is bigger in you." You've heard so much, watched so much, known a lot. Newspapers are telling you how the crime happens, social media are sharing negative social issues, anonymous are telling you how bad is the society behave.

If you're thinking the same thing as me, I urge you to put down your fear with me or else you'll be success in no where because fear is everywhere. Lets make this as a resolution in 2013 kay. :)

"I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear. "
-- Nelson Mandela

I found out that both of my brothers are so talented in their own field, this is what being a sister should feel proud of but what's with me? I don't think I have something to show. Nah, it's fine, I live my life to the best is good enough, haha.

This is one of my first brother (Jack's) photography work piece

My second brother (Sam's) creativity on the sketch board

I chose not to study but blog now because I am having the motivation to blog and the time I've not been blogging but too many posts in my mind which should be typed out.

Oh ya, I have a new instagram account and it's @tomatomeimei Please don't laugh at me, why do I put the name is because I was called as a tomato girl during high school since I do love to eat cherry tomato and my face will look crazily red after have some jog.

I think that's all for first post of the year, it's long enough to read. Take care people and have a great weekend! :)

*I need wisdom


Love,Sarah♥