listen to your heart

the life is hard,it's hard to get a true friendship.
i started to miss my high school friends.a bunch of awesomeness!
no one can replace them.

nowadays,can't really get a truly sincere person.
there's too many surface and not touching the core.the problem is with me?or what?
i'm a person who can't really live without friend,

is all the guy can just betray a girl easily?
can talk to different people with the same tone,same stuffs, sweet talk. not to a selected and special person,is certain people.not to an individual,is to a group.how could it be happen?any answer for this?

the glass is cracking,what can you hear?
the star stop shining,what can you see?
the happiness is cheerlessness by devil,what can you feel?
the sun is playing hide and seek,what can you see?
the cupcake is not sweet,what can you taste?
the paper is folded,what can you see?
the drop of liquid stay on the surface of the skin,what is flow on your cheek?

not the eligible one to feel that but it comes to you easily.
vinegar doesn't taste nice if it's pure.
people don't drink or eat like that because people knows exceed of amount will get the body hurt.

one person can change another's life easily.
once you step in,you're not allowed to go out unless you died.

Love,Sarah♥

your voice is to be listened

hello there! *waving hand with a pair of tiny eyes.
first and foremost,i've changed my header. how you guys think? how's the word font and colour? feel free to give some comment about it or the entire blog ya.thanks so much! :) will be thankful for the sincere suggestions.

oh guys,i just got back from AIESEC meeting this afternoon in university.i've learnt some throughout the whole meeting although it was just a local committee meeting,i got to know most of the AIESECers now,get to know what's my vision in AIESEC, the motivation which can bring me further and so on. the meeting lasted for 5 hours. it was cool and met Malaysia AIESEC president,i'm actually give him full respect because i was impressed by his presentation, the leadership skill which you can see it directly but you wouldn't know that he's just a youth and he can speak that well, speak with confident and quite convincing. he's gonna be my target, i don't aim to be the president of Malaysia,just to be better me! :)

Am having dilemma right now for choosing what department to be part of. i believe that once i got into AIESEC,i'll learn a lot no matter in which area, my functional skills and more. but i prefer external relations and outgoing exchange. however,all of the departments are so great actually! :)

after i join AIESEC,i should be good in time management,nah,this is the time where i have to train up myself and put lots of commitment in my academic and some activities like AIESEC! should know how to arrange time and cut down those unessential stuffs. hope i can cope with all of them!

so yes,this week wasn't a good week for me because it's so fatigue and hectic! assignments were distributed by lecturer and it's like waterfall, non stop researching,non stop discussion,non stop....everything just can't pause by using a remote control. it's just pass so fast!

there was lots of happening this week in university,AIESEC interview,spotlight, film watching,seminars and talks. there was too many events were organized but i couldn't join because the time clashed! so i had to sacrifice few of them :(

by the way,not to mention that the spotlight was simply great! UNMC has actually many talented people,they volunteer to be the performers,some of them sang and play instrument,some of them played only instrument,most of them sang only! it was cool,right? why i love this kind of event is because this is the best opportunity to let yourself perform in front many people.nobody will laugh at you and they're not eligible to do so because you're the awesome one once you step on stage. for me,big big applause must give no matter the performance is good or bad,at least they're brave enough to perform in the public! :) good job notts! proud of the performers!

further more,there will be halloween party on this coming thrusday,i wish to go actually and i'm looking for costume. i knew it's kind of clubbing but i just want to go and not drink or dance there.LOL!! however,RLDS  falls on friday which we have to stay in Broga for 3 days 2 nights.it's all about AIESEC,AIESEC and AIESEC!! :)) gonna meet more awesome people! and i can't wait to meet back my friend who i knew her during my internship in Philippines!

gonna start to work hard for the coming weeks. work harder and harder,hope to be persistent! this is the one that i need mostly! i believe i can do it,must believe it!

i'll motivate you and give you power if you don't have :)

*motivation needed for me and you and everyone

Love,Sarah♥

what is future?

i'm not sitting in a lamborghini but the time is just like shooting stars! it passed in front of you like you blink your eyes.a bullet which shoot out from the gun,it will not be get back. tomorrow will be the 4th week and 6th weeks will be our test 1.it's just so scary! have to really fulfill my time with books tomorrow onwards.books,books and books. i don't mind to go insane because of you,because of the future,because of the hopes.

now,as a university student,should thought about future plan. indeed,everyone should have one no matter it sounds possible or impossible,big or small,incredible or ridiculous. "what's your future plan?" when i was asked by this question,i will give you a vague facial expression. in fact,a person who has no dream or future plan is the most scariest thing ever! “You will not do incredible things without an incredible dream.” – John Eliot

actually,i used to have a dream when i was in high school,that was performing in the international stage no matter ballet dancing or play piano.but now,after my dad ask me not to go for it,i just went off my mind. i don't think about that anymore till now, i don't have any future plan yet. there's a lot of thing i have to learn in my life, i have to write my own story line,be the best writer of my life,edit the script of my daily routine,control my life and not to be controlled.

*there's so many thoughts in my mind and i can just hide it and not to put hand on it.

Love,Sarah♥

special effect affects the product

aloha! i'm here to add up one entry for my blog. i'm just gonna update once a week or even two weeks once due to my studies.3rd week has passed,the busy one is coming! teacher has contributed us the presentation and assignment topic so means we gonna starts to work on it.omg! there's so many groups for assignment this semester because almost all the modules need grouping for assignment. it's good to mix friend,to work with different people;it's bad to be so busy,work with people who you don't really know well. anyway,it's the time to let yourself grow, expand yourself and think out of the box. this is the stuff i have to learn the most. yes,Esther did say about me that i always think inwards and lock myself in the limited place and i acknowledged that!

for the sake of environment of growing,my parents used to be teach us what to do and not to do.we'll be limited by something and ask not to step to the danger side. i'm a person who is actually think very straight,what people usually describe the people like me is D.E.A.T.H. not really creative, 1 is 1,i'm quite hard to make it into 2. so from now on,have to read more,speak more,interact more with different people from different background and since nottingham is the place which is full with different people who has different skin colours,comes from different places and having different religion.

it is great to tell you that i started to talk to most of my classmates :) at least the conversation starts from a "hi" yes,it's not hard to say hi if you willing to :) don't always expect people come to you first.you should be the one who starts first.this should be how human react!

alright,two weeks ago.i accidentally saw Esther's pictures which has been edited by using a webside and it's totally easy-using. you just upload your pictures from your computer and choose the effect and save it into your computer or lappie,that's all!it's easy,right? thanks for recommend me Esther :) you guys can give a try on it :) PIXLR

so here's the product which i've tried out with some of my pictures! :) most of them are nice but i love lomo the most!♥

 some stupid faces.LOL!! this pictures was taken in broga hill :)

there's actually an aeroplane passed through 

the tone of colour is great!

 i love this effect too :)

the colour looked like old fashion,90s :)

i love the feel after adding some effect,that's why i put this as my facebook's profile picture♥

aren't they look simple and great?for me,i don't like those exaggeration one.just some simple is more than enough :) haha...*you see,i told you i'm a person who's stays in the box.

and this is what my title is trying to say. "special effect affects the product"
when i think about it,it can also apply on human being,as simple i can say,girl uses make up to decorate herself and the magic of make up can make a girl turn from a not good looking one into a gorgeous princess-look or even the prettiest woman in the world! *it's quite hyperbole,haha!

nevertheless,the first thing people see you is the most important thing. you must have a good attitude and be polite because the first impression which people will remember forever! the way you stand,speak,any of your action is actually is selling yourself! so these are the special effects which you have put on. :)

a small special effect or decoration can make big difference and huge changes to the products or even us,the live product!

*don't afraid to do changes although it will fail you because you should be afraid if you don't do any changes by sitting there and do nothing. =)

Love,Sarah♥

the hill full with mist

HEEEELLOOO everyone!
sorry for the late update because i'm busy with studies and is third week of semester 1.it's sooo fast! time,could you please slow down?i'm so not on your timing now.

well,i wanna update this post with my broga hill trip:)
i went to broga hill on sunday and it was not totally awesome but great!
woke up very early in the morning,3.45am and my uncle fetched me from my house at 4.15am
we reached there quite late,around 5.45am that we actually expect to reach there at 5am because of waiting friends.honestly,it was so adventurous because it's so dark that you cannot see anything if there's no torch light with you. don't worry people,there's actually a path to go so that you won't get lost in the forest.

in the beginning,i felt tired easily and since my lungs weren't strong so i need lots of oxygen.haha...exhausted! but till half way of the hill,it getting more easier and i wasn't that fatigue.it's a good sign :) we used 1 hour to reach the peak *i didn't count actually. LOL!! there was full with people in the dark.

okay,it's the time to let pictures do the talking.

people at the 2nd checkpont

jeff,wei lun and hong ping

the sky is getting brighter

sarah and johnny! *sorry that it's blur

the scenery at 6.51am :)

so ya,as you know,i won't leave my camera with few pictures.haha....yet,we took lots of crazy pictures,just whatever.haha...

when sun rises,you can see the mist that is below you and getting higher and higher,then you're surrounded by the fog,it's so cooling! :) it just look like you're standing on top of the cloud.

i saw that one my friend did this post when she was in broga so i wanted to have a try on it.i was shaking that time actually,both of my legs were shaking so hard! once you're not balance,you will fall and you will D.I.E. i've tried to lift my leg for so many times.and finally success! *phewww if not you guys gonna meet me in Nirvana (a famous grave yard in semenyih)

with my uncle :) i brought some biscuits and chocolate there,just in case if i'm hungry there. was having dutch lady milk,awesomeeee!! =P

the last but one,thank you Johnny for capturing most of the pictures!so here i come,i posed some alphabet which you can guess it easily.

yes,it's I LOVE YOU!! :) hehehe.
last but not least,thanks to my friend who accompanied me to broga hill and finally,i can announce something proudly,I STAY IN SEMENYIH!!

for more pictures about broga hill,you can click here.
BROGA HILL ALBUM

i recommend that you guys should give a visit there,it's near university of nottingham and it takes approximately an hour and 15 minutes from rawang.it's easy to get there by using highway.

i'll plan for the next time and go with my coursemates! excited.hehe :)

by the way,i reached home at 10.30am and i slept from 11.30am till 4.30pm.HAHA!!

Love,Sarah♥

J&P's birthday celebration

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JADE and PETER!!!
we celebrated jade's birthday and peter's advanced birthday on 5th of October..
i drove to tesco with johnny and bought a cake from King's before the AIESEC night starts.after the AIESEC night ended,i cheated both of them,jade and peter that i told jade that we're going to celebrate peter's birthday later and same goes to peter.hahaha.we gathered all of them in johnny's room and celebrated there they said that it was quite surprise to them because they just thought that we're just going to celebrate for either one.haha...

cool one! :))
so that's all for this post.will upload the pictures soon!:)

can't wait to climb broga tomorrow morning!i have to wake up at 3.45am tomorrow :(
good night peeps!! :)

Love,Sarah♥

rock the AIESEC night

Hello peeps! I'm at home now because there's no any classes on friday :) cheers!!
it's a second week of the semester 1 and it was a quite hectic week for me.

HEY AIESEC! and you should say WHATSSUP! =P
alright,there was a AIESEC night on the last day of CS fair (club and societies fair) and it happened on wednesday and this was the first time which UNMC organised. Last saturday, we were trained to promote AIESEC to people, the way you speak, the way you stand, the way you express. You have to speak short and sweet, not too long and not too short :) this is one of the techniques that people don't feel annoyed!

And you know what? There was 700 people filled in the AIESEC form and 300++ people attended that night. It's sooo awesome,right?we didn't expect that actually.On that night,esther,victor and i were selected to present our internship in Philippines.i was so freaking nervous.OMGG!!

come,let the pictures do the talking.

we were rehearsal for our dance before everyone comes in

hey peeps,this is the crowd!!

we enjoyed dancing :)

our president,Jing Shen

i was presenting my part :)

my mom esther!!! awesome presentation you did!

victor's turn

thank God that everything went well but not for me. I was not confidence. I didn't talk with my confidence. I failed in this part that night, this is always one of my regrets! This was not a good presentation to me,i meant my part.
                
so that's all for my hectic week! good job everyone!! and thanks for attending peeps! :)

Love,Sarah♥

goodbye lifeless

 was trying to be retarded girl.LOL!! 

Well, I'm here to report to you what I've done this entire week. My first week of semester 1 has ended and its good, not excellent because I didn't get to know all of my coursemates :( Currently, I tend to be a person who doesn't speak much. This is so not me! Whatever is it, I'll try my best to talk to as many people as I can :) HELLO HECTIC LIFE!

I acknowledge that I've been putting pressure on myself since the first day of class. I think it's a good sign though and I wanted to go UK so badly. Yes, I study everyday, I mean I do revision after class. I tried to understand all of them but I'm afraid that I would forget most of the knowledge the next few weeks because there's more to come, to study. So I have to make the stuffs that i studied stick to my mind until exam ends. It was a sleepless week for me although there's no any exam.LOL!!

chips is always my friend during revision time :) *grow horizontal easily when doing revision.

I'm looking forward for the CS fair which is club and societies fair. YAYY!!! I can choose what club and societies that I want to join. Currently, I have one already, that is AIESEC! :) AIESEC is the best platform for your to build your self-development and also share yourself with the world! I wanted to join cheerleading or dance club, squash or badminton but I'm not sure yet,have to check the timetable because AIESEC's tasks would be very hectic. It is time for me to learn how to manage my time! ya, I know right? *wink

I found my passion on studies on the first week, so I hope I will be a persistent person. thanks to my awesome one keep motivating me and I will be strong,don't worry :) i deal with loneliness since we're in different group now :( but I know I can do it! independent road,here I come!

I just saw this photo who shared by my friends in few minutes ago .you know what? I was thinking about actually there's someone did that to me :') not only once,is few times.appreciate for the comfort and the hug!! :) you knew I'm not alright,you gave a warm hug.no doubt, I feel so warm and I knew that people do really concern and care about me :) well, I'm blessed!

I'll always wait for you,don't worry. you'll be the perfect once in my life.nah,study now.kay?hehehe....don't think too much! =P seriously, your existence is a great and amazing in my life. I've never thought about that I can know you in my life and you influenced me in a the good way.
THANK YOUUUU!! ♥

*no doubt,i think about you all the time :)

Love,Sarah ♥