Saturday, August 13, 2011

smile to be happy,cry to be sad

hey there! =)
i'm in batangas beach now,staying in lulaz resort.
Well,the trip started yesterday.
we went to Yo's family rest house in laguna last night then we're here in batangas today and tomorrow!
in a good weather :)
i miss you ♥ huggg

alright,we didn't do much activities here.
just had kayaking,take pictures and chat.
that's all.
i'm not allowed to swim because my right ear had surgery in may,can't swim for 6 months.
arghh.....
sea water,i can't touch youuuu....

since i can't swim,i just keep taking pictures.
LOL!!!it's fun weih!keep discovering any techniques that can make the picture look much more better:)
however,i didn't upload everything.
but you just can click to view if you feel free =)


sigh...
i don't understand why i worked so hard but the result is sucks?
i just slept for 3 or 4 hours per day because of studying.
i sacrificed my sleeping time during exam period,why the result didn't satisfied me?
i didn't work hard enough?
i studied with wrong method?
or you want me not to sleep at all??

i knew i'm not the smart person,
always let my parents disappointed.
i really wish not to let them disappointed since the first day in university.
but i'm glad that everything pass especially english.
i felt so jealous and envy for those people who just soooo smart.

and why it seemed so easy to get a excellent result for them?
can anyone tell me?
you might tell me that they worked hard and you can't see.

whatever,i'll get up myself everyone!
never give up man!
i'll get back everything that i've lost! 
chill!

*i miss you badly :')

Love.Sarah♥

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