do love yourself

always never forget to greet everyone :)
selamat hari raya to all my muslim friends and teachers! have a blessed and peaceful one with your family ya.

since today is a public holiday in Malaysia so daddy is with us today.
we had dim sum this morning with grandpa and grandma and also celebrated my grandma's birthday :)
finally i had dim sum after some times.haha....

grandchildren and grandparents:)

outfit of dee day :)

we went out to IKANO this evening to grab some stuffs but not the furnitures.
i bought my new blanket for my room in the hostel because i was not really comfortable with the previous one.

*Peter,there are so many clocks are selling in IKEA.i've given you the place so now i'm waiting for your clock during my birthday,kay?HAHAHA!!!

oh ya,thanks Peter for chatting with me last night.thanks for the encouragement too!
ya,i should have do something beneficial during the holiday.
i bought 4 chinese books on sunday during the popular book fair.
this year,i was searching some books which can motivate myself since i'm a girl who lack of motivation(sometimes).haha....
and you motivated me as always :)

i've been doing some revision for my english,i wanna improve my english no matter which element,speaking,writting,reading or even listening!
you guys can just make me some correction if you found something went wrong with my language.
i am willing to accept and learn :)
everyday is a learning process,don't forget!
it's no use crying over split milk if you're not learning until you get older.

well,i'm fulfilling my day with books!
gotta do it everyday :)
at least i do something,right?haha....
so guys,please grab a book and read :)
there's no drawbacks you can find,in the other hand,there's more advantages come to you!

so ya,i'm proud to be myself.so you do!
don't feel sorrowful to be yourself because YOU'RE UNIQUE!
i found a cup which has some words with it"it's hard to be me!" :)
it was so meaningful,ain't?hehe

had camwhoring in the room this afternoon,haha.....
i acknowledge that i'm darker and fatter because i ate quite lot in Philippines la.
but,do you notice something?

i just don't know why my style just turned into some childish poses.
some poses which 14 or 15 years old girl will do.LOL!!

here's a meaningful music video from Nick Vujicic:)
he tried to suicide when he was 10 but now,he's vital and spiritual and now,he didn't want to give up his life.
so,you're not eligible to give up or loathe yourself =)

yay!going out for hair treatment tomorrow:)
i'm wanting my hair back for soooo long!
because my hair damaged in couple of weeks,it was no longer smooth and silky!
whatever,i'll get back my hair tomorrow.

good night peeps and sweet dream!
enjoy your holiday ya! :)

*i don't want to die,i don't want to waste another day of my :)

Love,Sarah♥

click the pause button

there's a lot i want to write,speak out,express.sometimes,i'm quite tiring of telling people what i did in Philippines,just don't know why.maybe i have too much to share and i have to keep repeating.so it would be great if you're following my blog constantly :)*don't worry,i'll still tell you if you wanna know! i just reached Malaysia yesterday noon,well. it was so sad to say goodbye,cried in the early morning because of leaving them. they came to the house and spent the whole night with us without sleeping because they wanted to accompany us who are going back to own country the next day. i knew most of them were so tired because they had class in the morning til evening but they still came to our house and bonded with us.So,most of us chatted,shared ghost stories,cultures and more! few of them fell asleep because they were too tired!haha..... i felt so touched because they kept their promise that we'll be sleepover in our house :') awww...we cried yesterday before going to the airport.all of us had group hug,individual hug,really don't feel like separating with them!

 had our last supper/meal in Philippines. from left:Esther,me,Czare,Yo,Shayne and Danielle :)

 before leaving from the house.Shayne,Czare,Sarah,Danille and King :')

with Eric! at 5.30am 

i'm back now so everything have to get back to normal.i have to get use to being alone in the room,no more sharing bathroom,kitchen with people,no more sharing wi-fi with 6 people in the house,no more going to communities everyday,no more listening to different languages.so ya,all the stuffs happened in Philippines have to pause here.all of them will be my memories,nice and sweet memories :) i didn't expect that my exchange life in Philippines would be that awesome.believe me,i will visit Phillipines again in the future! oh ya,tell you something.i slept through the whole flight from Philippines to Malaysia.haha....because i was soooo tired,i didn't sleep for the whole night so i did fully use the flight.haha....so brilliant,huh?=P

i still remember that on the first day,my friend just sent me off in LCCT and now i'm at home.it's just too fast!please don't give me F1,i don't need it.haha....but back to reality,i really have to improve my self-development more in order to turn myself to be a better person! "everyday is a learning process" actually,i didn't know where the audaciousness come from.i was so fearless to go to Phillipines alone,go to the country which i'm not familiar with.how daring i am!

alright,just got the pictures from Deej.he is a guys who i've added him on facebook for few weeks but i didn't know who is he but finally,i met him personally during farewell dinner.what i knew about him before this was he's a professional photographer because everyone is talking about that this is his capability :) he has a DSLR and you'll see that he'll keep taking pictures no matter where.haha....
since,you guys couldn't see the pictures i've been tagged,let me show you here :)

Deej! very nice to meet him,a nice guy!:)

with Nelie during the farewell dinner =) 

they had drinking in the house.*i just had pepsi =P

was trying to act cute but failed!=P

the insane one!haha....just washed my hair.that's why

was trying to act winnie the pooh 

i love this,what about you?♥

Deej's camera just so niceee...i love the colour of the picture,just look soft.it's heavy ehhh!!! i love the flash,i love the light,everything! :) my brother and i are considering to have one DSLR.haha....still convincing my daddy.

 the flash was so awesome,right? left:Nelie,me and Nicole ♥

 Amy and i *it was actually in the late night,2am

i miss Philippines and filipinos a lot! i was quite comfortable to stay there :)
i'll try to tell people how nice Phillipines is.you guys should go explore Philippines yourself and don't influenced by the bad impact of Philippines from others!
go visit yourself and judge Philippines yourself! :) it would be great!believe me.

*never stop learning from the failure,even the small one!:) 

Love,Sarah♥ 

experiences gathering

hey,here were the experiences that i had in Philippines.
some of them were the first ever happened in my life,some of them were the first time i did in Philippines :)

-earthquake in the midnight (1am)
-ice skating in philipines in mall of asia with esther and lucia :)
-ate balut (the duckling embryo)
-kayak in philipines with phua and shunsuke in batangas (kayak capsized and my leg cut by corals,lost my slipper in the sea)
-ride tricycle
-jeepney
-sisig,it's pork ear sizzling
-stay with different people from a variety of counties,they are from slovakia,czech republic,china,japan and russia
-photoshooting for LEGACY,photographer was Sarah N. Aquino
-online on the beach
-story telling to kids
-communicate with approximately 270-300 children
-basketball game in araneta colliseum. Ateneo VS FEU
-had too much fast food
-movie,captain america and cars 2 :)
-check in to airport alone
-were seeking Maybank with Esther (exhausted man!people keep giving wrong direction!)

these experiences should have be noted and commemorated!
it would be happen next time,perhaps.
but the first time would always be the most memorable one!:)
hehe.....i'll update and add more if suddenly pop out from my mind.LOL!!

*i'm getting fatter,not cute!

Love.Sarah ♥

the turning point

hello there! yes,i'm in NAIA airport now,Manila.
i reached here early and having breakfast now.
by the way,thanks Kim Lumibao and her mom for fetching me to the airport safely :)
appreciate much!

you know what?actually i'm having complicated feeling now.
it's excited,sad,regret,grateful,unwillingness.
ahh!!it's so ambivalent.
however,you never know how's my life in Philippines.
it's just can't describe them by words.
cried so hard this morning because of leaving everyone.*hug! 

my heart knows,how best they are,how awesome they are to me!
i gotta tell you proudly,i have a sweet and warm family in Philippines!! :)
i have so many family members! and my family is getting bigger and bigger from day by day.

since i've nothing to do now other than having my breakfast.
i'm trying to recall everything since the first day,King picked me up and we got a SIM card.
i met people,we went to meet our partners,we went for training,we interacted with kids,we had farewell dinner,we watched basketball game,we went for vacation.
everything we did!
these was just so awesome  than anything!
you can't get any for the next time,perhaps.

alright,gotta update my blog so soon :)
gotta tell a lot! write every single people,particularly and specifically if possible.

goodbye Philippines and filipinos!
i'm going to visit you again,believe me! :)

MAHAL KITA! 


Love,Sarah ♥

step in as a visitor

it's 12.30am now and i'm still awake.
Well,2 more days to stay in Philippines and i should have enjoy and fully use these 2 days!

   Frankly speaking,i was melancholy this morning because lucia and her boyfriend went to Pahlawan this morning so i'm not going to meet her once she go. She came to my room and woke me up and hug me when i was so blur but my mental,physical and emotion conquered by the sadness and grudger, Can i don't say goodbye to her or to the others? why is it so cruel? just viewed the pictures since the first day we took and recalled what crazy stuffs we did. few days ago, we were talking about what is the first impression for each one of us. we talked about it,we laughed about it,we questioned about it. 

   Now,the house is soo empty.no slovak language,no mandarin,no noise,no japanese language.where are they? i want you guys come back! although we don't know what are they talking about but we get used to it. we learnt to tolerate, we learnt to share, we learnt how to accept and forgive. how awesome it was!

    Lucia is the first slovakian i know, her randomness,her craziness,her straight-forward, her beautiful appearance, her caring, her excited reaction after she met the kids, i won't forget. Luo Ying, Echo and Frank are not the first chinese i met but all of them have their own special. they are unique! miss Luo Ying's doll face,her improper mandarin,her "chong qing",her drunk face, her sweetness! Echo's innocence, english speaking, her nerdy, her "en". Frank's singing,proper mandarin,cooking,look smart yet nerdy face! i miss the time when you guys sang your national anthem.

    i knew that this goodbye can turned into next hello! ain't? alright,this is not the end of the world,what to sad about it? but it's cheating if i say i'm not sad with the goodbyes.i'm not regret to know you guys,no doubt! However, hope you guys enjoy your holiday ya! *no one knows i cried hard when you leave. They are just like the visitors who step into my life but they are the awesome visitors! thanks for full fulling my life with your laughters and insanity,people!

 lucia,we were playing with the stickers =P

 Echo,the 22 years old girl but doesn't look like the age :)

 Luo Ying,the doll-look girl =)

   Here comes Happy Birthday to my brother,Jack Wong who comes from the same father and mother and lives under the same roof.LOL!! study well and don't ever give up.trust me! you won't lost anything if you persist,you'll gain something although it's not big enough. try your best to cope with all the subjects,don't regret that if you can't get what you want because of your laid back. i really want you to do well in your exam, don't feel shame if you don't know anything,just ask! everyday is a learning process :)

 happy 16th to you :)

“The major difference between the big shot and the little shot is the big shot is just a little shot who kept on shooting.” – Zig Ziglar

since i've promised that i'll change my sleeping time so yeah,good night everyone :)
sometimes,i was wondering that why jealousy happen to me easily?
can i grab you as mine?*awww.....
felt so comfortable that "will never ditch you" =)
friends forever?not forever? LOL!!

sweet dream everyone!
going to watch cars 2 with esther tomorrow :)
and having farewell dinner after that!

*Love,Sarah♥

it's time so say goodbye

    I'm having an ambivalent feeling right now because there's two kinds,excited and depressed. Excited because the Legacy project is ended. The culminating a.k.a. exhibition went pretty smooth this afternoon,thank God :) Depressed because i couldn't meet some of my friends because some of them went to travel in other place in Philippines such as Luo Ying and Frank,and we're going back to malaysia before they came back to the house. Echo went back to China and Olga went back to Moscow,so yea, goodbye and hugs and some reminder for them.However,Marketa and Tomas went back last night. i love you guys a lott and will miss you guys!
 
    Actually,i never expect that my stays in Philippines will be that awesome and memorable. i tried not to cry infront of them and i did it! Luo ying and esther cried so hard. they made me feel like crying too!arghh.....pleaseeee..... Philippines,can i stay longer? i miss you guys a lot! now,the house is being empty and quiet. where's the laughter?where's the jokes? where's the loud speaker??

   The culminating activities was happening this afternoon but we reached there around 10am to set up everything,some of the partnership gave speeches and all of the trainees gave a talk about our experiences throughout the whole project. i was so nervous actually i just don't-know-why =P my legs were shaking! i really wanna thank the legacy team so much! including organising committees and my fellow team mates! i couldn't imagine that i managed to stay in Philippines up to 5 weeks plus and meeting you guys everyday,20 hours.haha..... you guys are like my big family in Philippines,my brothers and sisters :) i truly love you guys,no doubt!

    Well,i'm going to show you some pictures for the culminating,kay? :) most of the pictures are credits to Phua!

after setting up

Luo Ying was giving speech

  

Kat is explaining what is Legacy

i was explaining what we did during the whole project

the crowd

group picture with partner and organising committes :)

Czare Aquino,organising committee president :)

Kat Sanchez,local commitee vice president and also ths host of the culminating :)

Legacy forever!

    it's so sentimental when you look back. everything things impossible turned into possible and on the road of success!=) never forgot to thanks one by one,czare aquino for your hard working,Nelle for bringing us to the communities,King David for picking me up from the airport and bring us to the communities,Levi for reimbursing our receipt,Eric for always cheering us up,Kat Sanchez for helping us throughout the whole culminating activities,Sarah aquino for being our photographer and make our video! once again,appreciate so much deeply from my heart! ♥ *the whole culminating looked like a graduation ceremony

   So yeah,this project for cycle 1 is ended but the spirit never end! i hope cycle 2 will do better and also to cycle 3,4,5 and so on :) Well,congratulation everyone ya! my biggy Philippines family :)

   Oh yeah,i'm waiting for your drawing and letter,kay? i think i'm dare enough to read infront you,haha...but i'm not sure that are you going to provide me a box of tissue or not?LOL!! but i knew the higher expectation,the bigger the disappointment. just kidding,kay?don't maddd...hahaha.... =P by the way,thanks a lot for chatting with me during the my whole internship in Philippines.*touched :') never feel bored to chat with you,no doubt! my mouth will just raise under non awareness. =)

   i got a lot to share with you guys!!! especially to my mom,hope she won't comment much about my internship in Philippines,please.haha.... =)there's so many pictures and videos that i wanna explain one by one to you,hope you will feel proud of me. 

    Alright,i should stop here,that's all for this post! i'm going to wake up early in the morning to say goodbye to my dear Lucia.MILUJEM TA! ♥ take care,kay?very nice to meet youuuuuuuuu :)

   
Love.Sarah♥
   

showing off our craziness

i was so enjoy to take picture with a bunch of crazy girls infront of the webcam:)
hehe.....
just a short post with pictures today!
let me show you the pictures then :)

esther,sarah and lucia :)

lucia looked like justin bieber,huh? :)

never being normal infront of the webcam =P

esther,sarah and lucia ♥

haha.....retarded

i love this♥

esther,sarah,luo ying and lucia

so yeah,this is us!
since we are not meeting each other after culminating day so we did some crazy stuff this afternoon :)
i love you girls!♥
it's so fun to mix with each of you!
glad to know all of you :)

guys,there's so much more in my webcam :)
220 pictures man!how can upload everything and some are scandals,okay?
haha.....


Love,Sarah♥

the spirit after the team -teamwork!

i am busying with culminating stuff because it will a big event for us,Legacy!
we have to prepare a speech,editing video,pictures and also decorate our own illustration board.
we're going to exhibit what we did during the whole project to the public.
the venue would be in the Quezon City public library hall.

so we spent the whole day in the house just to discuss what is the program for the day and also printed some words and photos.
cool one:) teamwork required here!

ahhh!!! Sarah N. Aquino had uploaded all the photo shooting pictures on facebook :)
excited weihhh....i love most of them!:)
okay,let me show you some here.haha!!
hope you guys enjoy ya.=P

the casual one :)

  

the wacky face!*thanks for the likes on facebook :)

 was asked for business look,i can't really open my eyes that time because of the sun!haha

6 of us!:) Legacy trainees.victor,lucia,esther,sarah,loyee and echo!:)

L.E.G.A.C.Y.

trainees and OCs :) my family in Philipines!♥

the project will not success with we're not merge to each other :)

funny poses.awwww :)

i enjoyed working with them!no doubt

our friendship never ends here ♥

well,these are just part of them,not even 1 per 10!
more on facebook:)i'm not going to upload them because there's 200 pictures!
wow!we just took about 1 hour and there's 200 pictures!haha...
well done!huh? :)

so,did you guys enjoy?
we're one big family,apparently!
i never regret to be a apart of Legacy team and work together.

okay,i have to stop here!:)
good night everyone.
i'm looking forward to talk to you later =)

Love,Sarah ♥