inner speaking

Sarah....Sarah....
could you please don't be so perfect?!
you're not the God,ineligible to control everything,
not everything can control by you nor you can control everything!
not everything is following your flow,just like what you always say to people.

these days' performance seemed to be so bad for you,sucks for you.
are you sure you can do the best?
best among all?
how best you can do?
show me tomorrow then!

you're so good in complaining,huh?
why are you so sensitive in those small particular things?
people won't appreciate if you care so much in these things...apparently.
please know that.

human and things are not your toy and you're not their controller.
okay?
exceeder of care and mind is not good,please understand that.

but i'm glad to know that you knew these days have made you grew more mature.
knew the lesson in each day.

all the best to you,kay?
show me how best you can do tomorrow.

you didn't feel enriched today.
the 30 minutes of story telling session is not enough at all.
so what you can do?
and it's not your session also.ain't?
so what you wish to get?

but please always remember the reason why you were satisfied yesterday =)
always remember the cheer,the smile,the proudness.kay?
keep reminding yourself with the aim of the project and you yourself.

*i knew someone will comfort or scold me after the stalker saw this,IDK =P


Love,Sarah ♥