Thursday, August 25, 2011

step in as a visitor

it's 12.30am now and i'm still awake.
Well,2 more days to stay in Philippines and i should have enjoy and fully use these 2 days!

   Frankly speaking,i was melancholy this morning because lucia and her boyfriend went to Pahlawan this morning so i'm not going to meet her once she go. She came to my room and woke me up and hug me when i was so blur but my mental,physical and emotion conquered by the sadness and grudger, Can i don't say goodbye to her or to the others? why is it so cruel? just viewed the pictures since the first day we took and recalled what crazy stuffs we did. few days ago, we were talking about what is the first impression for each one of us. we talked about it,we laughed about it,we questioned about it. 

   Now,the house is soo empty.no slovak language,no mandarin,no noise,no japanese language.where are they? i want you guys come back! although we don't know what are they talking about but we get used to it. we learnt to tolerate, we learnt to share, we learnt how to accept and forgive. how awesome it was!

    Lucia is the first slovakian i know, her randomness,her craziness,her straight-forward, her beautiful appearance, her caring, her excited reaction after she met the kids, i won't forget. Luo Ying, Echo and Frank are not the first chinese i met but all of them have their own special. they are unique! miss Luo Ying's doll face,her improper mandarin,her "chong qing",her drunk face, her sweetness! Echo's innocence, english speaking, her nerdy, her "en". Frank's singing,proper mandarin,cooking,look smart yet nerdy face! i miss the time when you guys sang your national anthem.

    i knew that this goodbye can turned into next hello! ain't? alright,this is not the end of the world,what to sad about it? but it's cheating if i say i'm not sad with the goodbyes.i'm not regret to know you guys,no doubt! However, hope you guys enjoy your holiday ya! *no one knows i cried hard when you leave. They are just like the visitors who step into my life but they are the awesome visitors! thanks for full fulling my life with your laughters and insanity,people!

 lucia,we were playing with the stickers =P
 Echo,the 22 years old girl but doesn't look like the age :)
 Luo Ying,the doll-look girl =)

   Here comes Happy Birthday to my brother,Jack Wong who comes from the same father and mother and lives under the same roof.LOL!! study well and don't ever give up.trust me! you won't lost anything if you persist,you'll gain something although it's not big enough. try your best to cope with all the subjects,don't regret that if you can't get what you want because of your laid back. i really want you to do well in your exam, don't feel shame if you don't know anything,just ask! everyday is a learning process :)
 happy 16th to you :)

“The major difference between the big shot and the little shot is the big shot is just a little shot who kept on shooting.” – Zig Ziglar

since i've promised that i'll change my sleeping time so yeah,good night everyone :)
sometimes,i was wondering that why jealousy happen to me easily?
can i grab you as mine?*awww.....
felt so comfortable that "will never ditch you" =)
friends forever?not forever? LOL!!

sweet dream everyone!
going to watch cars 2 with esther tomorrow :)
and having farewell dinner after that!

*Love,Sarah♥

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