click the pause button

there's a lot i want to write,speak out,express.sometimes,i'm quite tiring of telling people what i did in Philippines,just don't know why.maybe i have too much to share and i have to keep repeating.so it would be great if you're following my blog constantly :)*don't worry,i'll still tell you if you wanna know! i just reached Malaysia yesterday noon,well. it was so sad to say goodbye,cried in the early morning because of leaving them. they came to the house and spent the whole night with us without sleeping because they wanted to accompany us who are going back to own country the next day. i knew most of them were so tired because they had class in the morning til evening but they still came to our house and bonded with us.So,most of us chatted,shared ghost stories,cultures and more! few of them fell asleep because they were too tired!haha..... i felt so touched because they kept their promise that we'll be sleepover in our house :') awww...we cried yesterday before going to the airport.all of us had group hug,individual hug,really don't feel like separating with them!

 had our last supper/meal in Philippines. from left:Esther,me,Czare,Yo,Shayne and Danielle :)

 before leaving from the house.Shayne,Czare,Sarah,Danille and King :')

with Eric! at 5.30am 

i'm back now so everything have to get back to normal.i have to get use to being alone in the room,no more sharing bathroom,kitchen with people,no more sharing wi-fi with 6 people in the house,no more going to communities everyday,no more listening to different languages.so ya,all the stuffs happened in Philippines have to pause here.all of them will be my memories,nice and sweet memories :) i didn't expect that my exchange life in Philippines would be that awesome.believe me,i will visit Phillipines again in the future! oh ya,tell you something.i slept through the whole flight from Philippines to Malaysia.haha....because i was soooo tired,i didn't sleep for the whole night so i did fully use the flight.haha....so brilliant,huh?=P

i still remember that on the first day,my friend just sent me off in LCCT and now i'm at home.it's just too fast!please don't give me F1,i don't need it.haha....but back to reality,i really have to improve my self-development more in order to turn myself to be a better person! "everyday is a learning process" actually,i didn't know where the audaciousness come from.i was so fearless to go to Phillipines alone,go to the country which i'm not familiar with.how daring i am!

alright,just got the pictures from Deej.he is a guys who i've added him on facebook for few weeks but i didn't know who is he but finally,i met him personally during farewell dinner.what i knew about him before this was he's a professional photographer because everyone is talking about that this is his capability :) he has a DSLR and you'll see that he'll keep taking pictures no matter where.haha....
since,you guys couldn't see the pictures i've been tagged,let me show you here :)

Deej! very nice to meet him,a nice guy!:)

with Nelie during the farewell dinner =) 

they had drinking in the house.*i just had pepsi =P

was trying to act cute but failed!=P

the insane one!haha....just washed my hair.that's why

was trying to act winnie the pooh 

i love this,what about you?♥

Deej's camera just so niceee...i love the colour of the picture,just look soft.it's heavy ehhh!!! i love the flash,i love the light,everything! :) my brother and i are considering to have one DSLR.haha....still convincing my daddy.

 the flash was so awesome,right? left:Nelie,me and Nicole ♥

 Amy and i *it was actually in the late night,2am

i miss Philippines and filipinos a lot! i was quite comfortable to stay there :)
i'll try to tell people how nice Phillipines is.you guys should go explore Philippines yourself and don't influenced by the bad impact of Philippines from others!
go visit yourself and judge Philippines yourself! :) it would be great!believe me.

*never stop learning from the failure,even the small one!:) 

Love,Sarah♥