I'm fine anyway but sink in stress all the time. Yes, all the time. Stress is not within my area, I couldn't control any. I'm cherish but where's my solid heart? There's lots of bad stuffs happening on me, I don't blame my life because this is part of it which I have to go through on my own. At this moment I'm writing about this, where's my GUTS? You're so long lost to me. I just always so lost. Please wake me up. :(

In this journey, will you be with me most of the time? I'm not greedy, I just want most of the time not all the time.

Why am I not strong anymore? :'(

God, I need your help... I pray...

Love,Sarah ♥

get up

"Someone told me, in the football pitch, you cannot predict what is going to happen because the ball is round, it can change direction anytime. It's like describing the world, the globe is round and has no end, things are not under your control."

able to spot the difference? *wink*

I apologize that I'd been posting those emo emo stuff but I'm alright people. I'm so blessed to see how people concerned and worried about me. But, thank you! you know who you are. :)

There're many times for me to chose to get myself out from this world without any stress but I chose not to because I believe God has more plan for me and I'm born with something and I have to accomplish something. I've been encountering many problems nowadays but with God's strength, I believe, I can go through everything, the clock's ticking, the date on the calendar is marked cross day by day, things will come and definitely will go without any red light blinking.

My piano exam is coming, honestly, I've thought about I'm not going to show up on that day. If I do so, I'm not eligible to say I'm failed because I don't even willing to try out or step out the single step. Am I right? Whatever it is, I told myself, just go and give a try, the world will not end. Take it easy and who knows, something unexpected will happens. =) God bless.

Okay, lets don't talk about some E.M.O. stuff again! haha.

This is just what I was randomly thinking just now alone in the car.

How I wish my boyfriend can stay with me all the time, sitting on the driver seat and drive me around no matter where as long as he's always there. I wish we can watch some musical performances which I like and I'll watch his favourite football game with him. How great if we can dine in somewhere at the mountain and enjoy the night scenery. Perhaps we can do some bakery together, add a lot of sugar to show how sweet we are, mix some yogurts in it or some ice cream. ♥ don't you think this is too cute? 


Good night people. have a great day ahead!

Love,Sarah♥

Ghost rider

How I wish I am a ghost rider.
I am given the power to look through evil's eyes and,
kill them silently under their fear and guiltiness.

How I wish I am a ghost rider.
the bike can lead me to someone who is bad,
appear in front of them and ask them to say sorry to the world.

How I wish I am a ghost rider.
kill someone without further thinking,
put them into the dark hell and feel the pain.

How I wish I am a ghost rider.
when one look through my eyes,
they know how sinful they are.

If you never want to fear of me or die on my hand,
please be true to yourself and to the world.


Written,
Ghost rider.