Are you ready for the next battle?

so sorry for the disappearing myself from this blog. i apologize. nowadays, i thought a lot, in terms of future, relationship, family, friends, internships. i got to equip myself with knowledge to be more mature, more globalization. there are some reasons for me who didn't update my blog for long time. i've been very busy with my studies, sometimes just able to online at night, coursework (not really), some talks. apparently, human starts to compare which is better and worse.you've seen the best so you'll have high expectation on certain thing. this is not the main thing i wanna say. haha.

anyway, i have a lot to update with you guys. have you ever thought that you're not lucky enough? why people got what he/she wants but not you. there's actually some reason to happen that, you'll never know.only God knows...have you thought that why you never get the result you want? lets think like this, if you got your expected result initially, would you work hard for the next time, would you strive the same effort for the next coming test? the answer is, YOU WON'T. don't blame why you're not lucky enough, it's just that God is preparing you for the next battle. after you failed, you'll obviously gain a lot more than those people who success just like that.

another thing is, are you stand strong enough for your dream? for me,i'm doing right now. i start to think i dance because i want to fulfill the dream of people who are not able to dance, who have no chance to dance, who cannot dance. i have given the chance to dance,why not dance perfectly? everytime i dance, i just think about them. i believe there's so many people want to dance but there's some reason that stopped them by dancing or stopped them by doing what they want.

"Have a deeper purpose; it makes the difference between what is average and what is great."

when i'm living with my dream, i never feel tired when doing what i should do. :)

nowadays, i'm going through a lot. got UPs and DOWNs, like seriously. start to feel that the journey of like is not easy. but don't worry,i always will stay strong. i'm glad that i've been surrounding with friends who are keep giving me positive energy. :) they always stand by my side,telling me keep going. even though there are so many friends in and out, i don't mind. i just want those who are real,stay. that's easy.

sometimes,i break down easily but i pick myself up too!  of course,there's someone who always stay with me when i'm shining or even i'm in recovering from emo. now,i not allow myself to fall too long, i definitely can fall, but don't stay in the dark too long.

i always feel thankful towards someone :) you know who you are.

i'm having my ballet exam next thursday, honestly, i don't really feel the stress. but who knows, on that day itself. haha.i'll do my best to make the examiner cry for my performance.lol! *that's too much!

i got chubby hand and feet :P

don't aspect people to be who you want him/her to be. you and him/her will never feel good. :)
i am people-oriented, i have my own working style, so what? you cannot judge me but you might allowed to criticize on what i've done wrongly :)

Love,Sarah♥