blame

haiz....i'm so down...
dad scolded me stupid indirectly.
because he knew that i've not enough B to apply NOTTHINGHAM UNIVERSITY!
WTH!
i lack only one B,so i memorize hard for moral and it's equal to zeroooo
and my dad scolded me stupid because he heard that neighbour's daughther got 8As
the neighbour always got more As than me.since primary school
i predicted that.and i knew that!

everyone has their own usefulness.
don't try to praise or blame people by looking the result only,
UNDERSTAND?!
RESULT DOESN'T MEAN EVERYTHING!

what was in my mind last night was "if i got more As,i'll get more dad and mom's love or relatives' respects..."
yea,that's true for me. it always happened on me.
i've finished my SPM so i knew that.
it happened same to my UPSR and PMR!

whatever,i'll going to notthingham university later.
hope i'll success,i don't want to let my dad disappointed again.
if i allowed to go in,that's all for me!
i don't want more....