STRESS,please leave me alone!! :(

sometimes,it's just so lonely to overcome all the problems.you can just keep all the stress to yourself,you can just cry silently by not letting others know you're crying, you can just ask for help when you really can't accomplish. when everything is attacking you, pushing you, you can just keep off the thing alone. sometimes,i really feel like i don't want to care anything,just leave it there forever. i really feel tired, i'm exhausted,i'm weak. the motivation is getting lower and lower, the environment doesn't give me aggregate support.

As usual, things don't progress like what you think, don't flow like what you want it to be. there's always changes. changes all the time. i acknowledge i'm a person who can adapt the new environment but not in this kind of situation. i planned properly, planned nicely but they just don't follow you. having said that,i'm fail OCP. couldn't get people's attention, couldn't gather everyone's power, didn't utilize everyone's ability.

fortunately,there's someone who always by my side but i never cry infront of him. no need to. thanks for concerning me a lot. thank God. i always seek for 2 person to talk, one is him, another on is God.

i really hope i could run away from problems but i know it's not a responsible action,isn't it? i would like to stop my breathe for few seconds before i want everything pause for a little while so that my mind can go blank for in a tick.

it's enough to complain here and it's too much to complain if i have to. so sarah,stop complaining or expressing yourself. get back to solution!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU SARAH, you're dumb and fail

*i just need a simple support  for people :(



Love,Sarah

i'm born to be actress

hey ya!! :) i'm here to update. actually i have nothing much to say,just keep update my blog in order to keep my blog alive and keep you closer to me.lol.

i thought about i wanna be an actress when i was young, appear in TV,say Hi to everyone, be famous, people know me and will get my signature.hahaha...what a dream! nah,it will never happen but i love acting :) i would join drama club if there's :) til now,i'm 19.i wanna perform in big stage,international stage no matter in acting or dancing,i would love to give it a try :) it's still a dream for me. hehe. from my point of view, always give the best of you on stage, you'll never know who'll fall in love with your performance. eventhough there's only one audience, you must perform the best too.

sometimes,acting is one of the best way to express your inner part. i couldn't say it's the best way because there's much more way :) nah, be an audience must also understand and feel how the actress/actor feel. never ever think it's easy but of course not everyone can act well.haha...

i acknowledge that i have vast facial expression.haha... *so narcissism

please say i'm eligible to be actress.LOL!!! *shi ming,ENOUGH ENOUGH!

anyway,i just love to act! haha. i would like to take acting as my hobby if it's possible :)


Love,Sarah♥

random swing

hey guys, how's your weekend going on? come on,let me update some random post since i'm free and nothing can do right now.haha. *sounds gangster,huh? there's too much long post on my bloggie,haha.sorry about that guys. :)  i just wanna tell you guys what i'm been doing these few weeks. i eat,i sleep,i surf internet,i watch TV,i play piano,i dance,i visit houses.that's all! hahaha..what a dull life i have. yea,i'm a bit of lifeless now but luckily there's something for me to do, that is planning the whole AIESEC Global Experience fair, it was quite tough for me actually because i don't know where to start,i just start where i want. LOL!! a president who is bad in planning is here. S.O.S. *raise up hand. but yea,still in the learning progress,glad that i have a mentor with me :) hehe.not to mention the person.

there's so many obstacles for me to be a organizing committee president and i couldn't imagine how the local committee present works and even the AIESEC International president works? i'm quite curious. i know that at my stage, i'm nothing compared to them. haha. because their jobs are harder than me and more challenging! *salute  anyway,i just hope that the whole process and the result will do well :) *pray hard

actually,i just got back from the buffet which organized by my house residents committee. they'll have some kind of buffet when there's some special festival such as deepavali,hari raya or chinese new year. so this year never left out. :) through this party,what i can see is everyone has very good collaboration, everyone is very friendly towards each other. oh ya,not to mention the awkward moment happened just now,it was a malay was wearing samfu (chinese traditional costume for male) and we,as the chinese, didn't wear any chinese traditional costume. haha...

it's so funny that suddenly my neighbour asked me some question "did you dress up,like make up now?" i was so blur when he asked me because since when i do make up? "i don't even know how to hold the make up pen properly" i told him. haha.it's hilarious,right? oh ya,just to tell you that,i was wearing a shirt and jeans,nothing much. he said i changed a lot so i kept wondering,did i? somebody please tell me,did i? haha.

particular person knows particular sign ♥

*i might not be the person who can make you laugh but i'm willing to be the person who you can talk with when you're down :)


Love.Sarah♥